some of the reasons i feel really shit right now…

  • next month it will be a yearsince Tyler and I started going out
  • In april it will be a year since the first time me and tyler and sex
  • May will be a year since the abortion
  • i have an amazing boyfriend who i dont deserve one bit
  • im a whole stone and a half heavier than this time six months ago, and i feel massive.
  • im starving myself again
  • falling back into depression and im going back onto my pills
  • my dad doesnt want anything to do with me anymore
  • and most of all i miss my bestfriend so much

I’m still so fucking angry about that:

end0rphind0lphins:

‘Nice of you to join us’ comment, you don’t actually know me so fuck off with your snidy comments.

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Bestfriend? L0L What?

Dont say to me you have to go cause you’re tired you have to go because your boyfriend of like 2 weeks is calling you and he means so much more to you than the girl who stopped you from killing youself.

just take a call from your boyfriend while your on the phone to your ‘bestfriend’

end0rphind0lphins:

My best friend took himself away from me, I suppose he thought it was for the best idk.

end0rphind0lphins:

My best friend took himself away from me, I suppose he thought it was for the best idk.

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another thing that really pisses me off

when people take pictures of them kissing their boyfriends or girlfriends, fair enough if your kissing them and someone else takes it, but for fucksake dont pose for it!!!!

If there is one thing I cannot stand….

is when someone who is suppose to be your bestfriend, someone that through all their shit times youve dropped all your plans and did whatever you can to help, drops you because he/she has a new boy/girlfriend. It annoys me so much. I have to ‘bestfriends’ who do this all the time, everytime they get a new boyfriend they drop me completely, and everytime they break with someone guess whos there picking up the fucking pieces, me. well not this time.

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Reblog if you’ve ever self harmed, starved yourself, purged, attempted suicide or just felt not good enough.

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