some of the reasons i feel really shit right now…
- next month it will be a yearsince Tyler and I started going out
- In april it will be a year since the first time me and tyler and sex
- May will be a year since the abortion
- i have an amazing boyfriend who i dont deserve one bit
- im a whole stone and a half heavier than this time six months ago, and i feel massive.
- im starving myself again
- falling back into depression and im going back onto my pills
- my dad doesnt want anything to do with me anymore
- and most of all i miss my bestfriend so much


